Job Update

The only reliable contact for me at this point has come through once again.

Looks like plan B is fleshing itself out in light of the lack of information provided by those that should have the ability to provide an abundance.

Don't know which way I'll be moving forward at this point but be it one or two steps forward, it's better than standing still.

ugh.

Desperate Measures

Is it crazy to want someone to understand so badly that you employ a 3rd party. Isn't that what counseling is? I think so. And I don't really agree that things should need to be handled that way, but such is the state of the world which includes me I guess.

So, I'm getting one of her best friends to review the ramblings of my mind and attempt to convice her that my interest is from the heart not the hips.

She seems to be convinced that because I'm thinking of my career goals prior to our proximity goals that it is a slight on the value I have on our relationship. I think that every elder couple out there would side with me with taking care of the work side upto the point where you can coast prior to throwing that away for 'ideal happiness.' We are not beatniks. Even her mother 'jokingly' says marry for money and then for love. Well , if you only believe in doing that once, the same holds true just you need to support each other through the two phases.

You have love, you work on the money, then you share and enjoy your relationship. The first part is work, compromise and maybe not ideal, while the second part should be something that you both plan out and can be considered from all angles to be ideal for both parties while the first phase may shift between ideal for one and the other.

I guess the reason people don't get married anymore and divorce is so rampant and counseling has become so necessary is because people no longer feel the need to compromise or more explicitly work through relationships. Everythings got to be ideal and easy or it's not worth it. Well I say it is, but apparently you need two people on board to make that thinking work.

Women Suck

In my mind the plain english version says she does not believe I want to be with her. Female logic is not logical.

Thanks

Thank you, God, for this good life and forgive us if we do not live it enough.

Garrison Keillor

sonofa - stars read my mind

AQUARIUS

If your head tells you one thing but your heart tells you another you would be wise to follow your heart, no matter how much that might go against the image you like to present of yourself as a ruthlessly logical thinker. Maybe it is time you came to terms with the fact that not everything can be explained in purely rational terms

And in His path I hope I always am walking

AQUARIUS
Some of the changes that take place over the next 48 hours may not be entirely to your liking but as there is nothing you can do about them there is no point in worrying, is there? Experience has taught you that, sooner or later, everything works out for the best, almost as if there is a power guiding your life. There is, and it always will.

catchup

it's been a long while and a lot's happened

talking w/ ex
see ex
employee of the month
failing call
see ex again
back together with ex
change job shift
arguing w/ ex - it's inevitable isn't it

coming soon ; making up w/ ex =)

Rest in peace

May your soul have peace and happiness in your afterlife with the Lord.

A mi Tio Juan

Bendiciones