blast from the past

got a cross country booty call today

well it was more of a booty IM , but I guess it's a sign of the times.
a girl i used to date at a former employment
hot stuff too
things just didn't work out, different stages of life
a shame i don't live on the east coast anymore
seemed like she was ready to schedule a brief appt
or even recurring appointments...all the better
guess I'll just have to wait for a trip out east to cash in
it's nice to know I'm on somebody's wish list these days though

good night all
paz

last of the interviews....for now

had an interview w/ a cable company today

it will be the last interview i go on at this point of my transition

i've obtained a single offer which I will be forced to honor until one of my outstanding interviews replies to me in favor.

i am not ashamed for the situation I find myself in, I simply wish my overall situation was not forced. Choice is something I'm sure all would rather to have at their disposal.

At the same time, it will be nice to move on to the traditional practice of society and slave away during business hours. To have some money to spend doing things I'd like to be doing, rather than simply thinking about things that I'd rather be doing.

I've been rather lax on entries, but hopefully now that I'll be able to establish a ritual or sorts, that will change.

Peace and God Bless.

2nd chance sucker

my exgirlfriend used to say i was a sucker for 2nd chance movies
she was right

and seeing as yesterday as simply a destroyer of a day for me , emotionally and physically
today has been a bombardment of 'comfort' by the former

matchstick men
love actually
then phonebooth - which is a bit of a stretch, but he does get a redo in the end

a jump to st elmo's fire - which I've never seen in it's entirety
then an audible to 'Old School' for some comic relief

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I forgot to complete this at the end of the day, but the tally continued with 2 additional sap movies which made me run late for an appointment that had slipped my mind in my self pity.

dope

i felt like a creep, rushing to my tutoring session. the kids had a half day to the session was starting earlier than usual, I didn't get there too late, but I felt bad making them stay late to cover enough of the material.

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anyway returning to the original theme:
i AM a sucker for 2nd chance stories and films. i guess as a trusting and forgiving person, I always want to believe that a person can change, and for the better. Benefit of the doubt, it's something that is rarely given freely these days. I don't feel bad being one of the few remaining sources.