still without paycheck

still looking for a job

it's not exactly putting me on tilt just yet, but it is restraining at the least.

my friends ask me to go out drinking w/ them and saying no is getting old. it'd be easier to decline if I got to do anything else around here or if they didn't bust my balls about it from time to time. it's quite upsetting that someone would give a persone w/o a paycheck crap for not going out and spending money on unnecessary activities, less driving out of the way to do so. anyway, until i can get a regular check i'll keep renting books from the library for free. at least i'm increasing the amount of reading I do. Finally getting all those 'necessary' readings in.

Paz